I Want a Life of Miracles!

sharont6 | Awakening/ Enlightenment | 09 18th, 2019  |  No Comments »

3/7/19 As I sat down in Big Red (recliner) this morning, I heard, “What type of life do you want?” The thinking mind thought of all the different paths towards awakening I had been reading about. But what just blurted out of the consciousness was, “I want a life of miracles!” I knew that a […]

Playing As Two

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3/5/19 As I wake up I hear, “Still, what if this is all there is?” Trying to release any spiritual aspirations… They can be a trick of the ego, mind. “Don’t forget that the one has decided to play the game of two and take it seriously. One has become totally two, it seems. It […]

Moment by Moment

sharont6 | Awakening/ Enlightenment | 09 17th, 2019  |  No Comments »

3/4/19 You’re either awake or you’re not. That quote (don’t remember from whom) used to lead me to think that I was not awakened. Then today, I realized that being awake, aware is not an all or nothing occurrence. When I am that I am aware, I am awake. When I’m unaware that I’m aware, […]

A Very Impersonal Dream

sharont6 | Awakening/ Enlightenment | 09 17th, 2019  |  No Comments »

3/3/19 What would it take to change this dream to one about Enlightenment? Forgiveness? But that is of the illusion. But if this script is already written and the play is over, then there is nothing to forgive because everyone is just playing their part. We take things personally when it’s a very impersonal dream.

What Is the Point?

sharont6 | Awakening/ Enlightenment | 09 16th, 2019  |  No Comments »

2/28/19 You think enlightenment will end all fear and pain. It will do nothing because there is nothing and It is nothing. TÂ Then what is the point? ***What if lucid dreaming contains instructions on lucid awareness?

The Dream Is Over

sharont6 | Awakening/ Enlightenment | 09 16th, 2019  |  No Comments »

2/27/19 Dream: I’m trying to go to school–looks like high school. I’m not ready. I’m late. I put curlers in my hair and leave. I take out the curlers when I arrive and just fluff my hair, no real style. No one else is ready either. They just received notices to appear. I am handed […]

Separation=Resistance

sharont6 | Awakening/ Enlightenment | 09 15th, 2019  |  No Comments »

2/26/19 Meditation: Leave the World. Peace Laughter/ joy Love High energy feeling HOly Spirit shivers… Let go of the control– surrender to God (Separation is the resistance to Life… Separation=resistance=limitation=unhappiness. TÂ) Oneness is pretending to be two… Awakening occurs in spite of us… TP (not because of us or anything we are doing TÂ) “My seeking […]

I’m Ready Even If I Die

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2/25/19 Tony Parsons–Everything is wholeness. Even the thought of separation is Wholeness appearing as separation. Prayed to Holy Spirit—I’m ready. Do whatever has to be done even if the body dies. I know it isn’t me that can do this. It must come from God.

Manipulation

sharont6 | Awakening/ Enlightenment | 09 14th, 2019  |  No Comments »

2/23/19  Found out that Joseph expected to stay here three months when they moved back… I said no. Tons of issues came up, nasty and violent, sickening. He said they just wouldn’t come. Ok.  I think he was trying to manipulate me. He does that quite often. The nuns did, so did my mother. I see […]

Bending the Truth

sharont6 | Awakening/ Enlightenment | 09 14th, 2019  |  No Comments »

2/19/19 Allergic to peanut butter? I think not! Not if this is a dream…. Everything is an illusion… a bending of the Truth. I have read that every allergy can be traced back to a trauma involving the allergen. I can’t remember a specific trauma associated with peanuts, but I can for cats and dogs. […]