I’m Stuck Here…

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As I was meditating before bedtime I finally got it. Nothing in this life means anything because it’s not real. My hard work, master’s degree, all the positions I’ve had at work, the divorce, illness, NDE…. Nothing, nada…. I felt depressed but that wasn’t real either. Then nothing… Then intense laughter. I would like to […]

Starve the Dream

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10/6/18 PD says you touch Consciousness everyday. You just don’t notice. So…. Deepak Chopra says that we blink in and out of existence 26,000 per second (I need to check that number). Where do we go during those gaps? What if this is were we are, pure Consciousness, but we don’t remember because this isn’t […]

Stuck In the Dream…

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10/5/18 Dream: The Echo dot is playing Here Comes the Sun. I try to tell it to stop. Not listening. I get louder and more insistent. Not listening. I pay close attention and the circle is glowing. It’s not listening. I finally yell and feel so frustrated. I don’t know what to do. As I […]

The Ice Must Melt

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10/4/18 My holiness bless everything I see. ACIM “Your purpose is to see the world through your holiness.” But is this true? “I” am not God. “I” am a dream figure. Unless this is just preparing me for when I awaken??? I have touched God, Awake but I am still in the dream and God […]

The Mind Isn’t Consciousness

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10/3/18 Possible answer: Is this illusion really finite? It is a dream, a movie so it’s not real. Can you measure an illusion? Can you measure anything within a dream? If this is true, can I observe or be aware of but not control or affect the movie in anyway? I have read that what […]

Questions

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10/2/18 Letter to Peter D. author of Consciousness Is All. Ten years ago I had a NDE. Then I was in a coma for two weeks. “I” existed during that time in another life. It was as real, solid and vivid as this “life”. It existed in time. Go to sleep, wake up, start another […]

Boys Will Be Boys

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10/1/18 The God Mind was originally intended to help manifest God’s desires in our world. It’s God’s movie. But ego created its own mind and we started watching it and became hooked on the drama. Oh! I think I see another role Trump plays in my life. I see him as ignorant, uncaring, racist–the majority […]

The Human Mind Is Not God!

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9/30/18 Finally realized why Gay has been on my mind lately. She is the one who insisted I tell Sue Sinkler about Jimmy, then her husband told Joe. Then it turned out her husband had been leading a double life! Another wife. Jimmy groomed me. Used me. I blamed myself all these years but he […]

God -Force

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9/28/18 Did one more release today and I think I finally let most of that issue go. Feeling the God-force! Touching who I really am… Miracle book– miracles are created by touching that God-force within you, either by love or gratitude. Should I write it? The desire has gone…

Angst…

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9/27/18 Ford vs Kavanaugh–release work five times today so much angst about this hearing. I think it is bringing up memories of past abuse that haven’t been dealt with, processed and forgiven. Let the past go!